I'm tired...

I thought i was secured..

I was in high spirit when everything collapse in a few minutes.. I was tired with all the simple details that needed to be attended before the due dates.. i hate it when i don't get what i think i deserve to get after all the hard work i did..

Come on people..

I think i want to shut down for a moment.. no more questions to answer..no more plannings to do, no more sugarcoating of the annoying and disapointing problems..no more.. i just want to lay back and get all the rest i need..i just want to black out!

Suddenly i don't feel like i want any of these anymore :(